I am such a bad person.

Tonight, i was so fucking tired while talking to a good friend that i didnt even realise that he was trying to be serious with me.

I hate when i do shit like this.

I'm so fucking stupid.

the thing is, this kid... He means so much to me. and he's been really down lately, and i dont even know what to say to make him feel better. I try to let him know i care, and that he'll be ok. and i seriously mean it.

i think tonight i made things worse for him.

he's trying to tell me something, i know. but i'm too stupid to figure it out.

I'm soooo sorry.

i just wish i could drive to his house and hug him.

grrr.

and i wish i werent so fucking stupid.