So i got a job. I'm a receptionist for one of the designers at ll bean, and i'm doing some volenteer work as well. Melissa's comming home for a week, so i'm going to boston. It seems to me that avoiding the drama is the best idea. I'm sick of it. i love being here with my nephews and the like. I just wish i was going home in a week like she is. it's funny how these things work out. I want so badly to be back in ohio, and she wants to be staying here in maine. it could have worked out that way too, if we hadnt both been so stoubburn.

anyway. Drew sent me a letter today. that made me happy. he's a good guy.

I'm going to the king richards faire! yus. AND... wait, what was the and? oh right NY FOR HALLOWEEN!!!!

mmm. halloween. i think my costume is going to involve getting plastered and wearing little to no clothing, as it often does.

sunshine told me last night "you should drink less." as we took our umpteenth shot of cabo. it was amusing.

so much marrige. I'd like to say, once again, that if i ever decide to get married, one of you who loves me should shoot me in the head.

thanks.

i'm going to go for a jog by the lake now.