check yes or no.
(written on Tuesday, Oct. 21, 2003)

Ivy: so...

Ivy: talked to [him]...?

I Heart MooCows: rejected.

Ivy: you said something to him about it?

I Heart MooCows: i asked if i could go with him to the animation show.

I Heart MooCows: he said he didnt know. and then said maybe

I Heart MooCows: which means he dosent want me to go with him

I Heart MooCows: which means he dosent want me.

I Heart MooCows: it's ok though, at least i know now.

Ivy: ha.

Ivy: wow. you are queen of overanalyzing...

I Heart MooCows: yea, it works well for me.

I Heart MooCows: cause see

I Heart MooCows: i look at it like , "ok, if this was me...."

I Heart MooCows: and if i didnt say yes, then it would mean i didnt dig him.

Ivy: ha

Ivy: maybe he just doesn't know if you'll enjoy it

I Heart MooCows: if i said yes, it would either mean i enjoy his company or i want to lick him.

Ivy: or maybe he doesn't know if they'll be room in their car

I Heart MooCows: as far as i know he's going alone.

Ivy: hmmm

Ivy: meh.

Ivy: you are something

Ivy: you should be a psych major

I Heart MooCows: I thought about it.

I Heart MooCows: still am.

Ivy: my friend Mary is a psych major and she is ALWAYS overanalyzing things

Ivy: especially when it comes to boys

I Heart MooCows: boys are complecated.

I Heart MooCows: I'm over simplified.

I Heart MooCows: if i say no, it means i dont dig you

I Heart MooCows: if i say yes, it means i do.

I Heart MooCows: unless i say no and give a reason why.

Ivy: what does going to an animation thing have to do with liking someone or not!?!?!

Ivy: NOTHING

Ivy: it doesnt mean he doesn't like you

I Heart MooCows: but it means he dosent want to go with me.

I Heart MooCows: which means that he dosent like me BECAUSE he knows i really want to go, and even if i wanted to go without him i couldnt because i wont have a ride.

Ivy: maybe he feels shy around you

I Heart MooCows: blarg

Ivy: and he doesn't want to tell you that he likes you BECAUSE he doesn't know how to act with girls

Ivy: [he] is sometimes socially awkward

Ivy: he has social anxiety disorder

I Heart MooCows: i do too. i just hide it by being over zealus.

I Heart MooCows: and a poor speller.

Ivy: haha

Ivy: I'm in your profile. woot

I Heart MooCows: if this were high school i could make you ask him out for me.I find myself wishing i were pure amd innocent for him.

I Heart MooCows: I suck at this.

I Heart MooCows: "will you be my boyfriend? check yes or no."