making out in the back of a theatre with my sister ten feet away, and drinking coffee in book stores and reading comics and magazines upside down and If You Give a Mouse A Cookie He's Going to ask for a Glass of Milk, and Nothing to do on New Years, and fear of commitment, and pot brownies, and family togetherness, and bad tatoos, and disease, and fighting and making up and going out and boredom and worthlessness and fear of commitment and trying to move on and...

i'm sick of this shit. so stop asking.