This weekend was awesome.

except there was no steeny.

But, In all the excitement, there was a bit of quiet time... and i found a whole new appreciation for my friends, and the different things we have all gone, and are still going through.

Bethany, Jen, and Christine are my support group. I never realised that untill now. Ivy and Erika are there too, sitting on that pourch in my mind, helping us knit the longest scarf in the world, or whatever crazy scheme we all have come up with. In my mind, we have all lived long, happy and healthy lifes. we've had our loves and our children, and through it all, we've had each other. In my mind, we got together every ten years for a vacation untill we were too old to do that anymore, and our husbands and lovers had gone on to heaven and our children have children of their own. In my mind, we painted our house slate blue, and our pourch bright red. In my mind, we are all together.

and we are all happy.